my life after pancreatitis...post pancreatectomy

I have not posted on either board about my extreme weight loss. I have not spoken with any tp/ict patient that has had the extreme weight loss I have had. Since returning from MN, I have lost 35 lbs. Since the spring of 2005 I have lost a total of 60lbs. I know since I have returned from MN I have went from wearing a size 14 down to a size 4-6. In the spring of 2005 I wore a size 16-18 or XL occasionally a 1X in a womans shirt. Now I wear a x-small to a small. I have not tried to loose one pound. I eat what I want when I want it, and if my blood sugar goes up then I will cover it with sliding scale insulin administration. I have not wanted to loose this much weight, there are times I buy clothes hang them up and when I go back to get them they are too big. There are not huge time frames between the purchases and the attempting to wear usually no more than a week.
I have been placed on a vitamine supplement called ADEK's these are fat soluable vitamins. For some reason my vitamin D levels was low and for me to take a D supplement with calcium like oscal, these pills are huge, so I am taking a chewable childrens multivitamin. I am going to start buying my summer stuff in the boys section.
I still feel pretty bad, and the pain is still there and the fatique is making me so very tired. I believe I am starting to get depressed, it has been 7 months since my surgery, I am still waiting to be better.